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[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]He quickly went from, "Yeah, that feels good!" to "Wait! Wait! Slow down! Not that fast! You're gonna make me cum too fast!"

Which was exactly what I intended! He was trying to get away from me but I had pinned his legs with my weight and used my hands to slap his hands away as he kept trying to push my head away. He was whining and crying like the little bitch he proved himself to be and I had to admit that I was enjoying what I was doing... and because it wasn't the way he planned for shit to happen. Dick size didn't mean anything to me and that was "bad news" for him; he was only like 4" erect and it was stupidly easy for me to take him deep and quickly and without any real intent to make this good for him. I wanted to "punish" him for his complaints and his bragging - when he sucked me, I just wasn't "impressed" by his feeble skills.

He had finally stopped struggling but now's he's really crying and I barely felt his dick twitching in my mouth as he came and, in one of those rare moments, I was pissed that he barely had enough spunk for me to get a taste of. Then again, the way I had sucked him wasn't me either. I stood up and looked down at him; tears are streaming down his face and he's crying like a baby... and I didn't feel sorry for him one bit and I was kinda shocked to realize that I was thinking about other ways to make him miserable, oh, like flipping him over and ramming my still-hard dick in his ass.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I'll cut out the part where we made small talk and get to the part when he started hitting on me, like, asking me if I'd ever had another guy suck my dick; I played dumb and asked him why he was asking me and, of course, he said that his "fee" for giving me a ride was me giving him my dick to suck - and he thought the way he said it was funny since I was a cab driver... and it was kinda funny... but I wasn't sure if I wanted this guy sucking my dick but as we got closer, I thought, "Eh, why not?" I even "confessed" that I sucked dick, too, and he seemed delighted and said that if I sucked his dick, he'd even pay me.

We get to his place and we hadn't even gotten through the door good when he started undressing and talking about how he was gonna suck my dick better than anyone ever could which was something I never paid any attention to because I'd heard it too many times before but this time, his bragging pissed me off and I wanted nothing more than to just leave right then and there... but I am, if nothing, honorable; I agreed that we'd blow each other and I didn't feel right walking away like that... but I was gonna fix his ass for pissing me off.

We get to his bedroom and I stripped from the waist down and he went from complimenting me on the size of my dick... to getting a little pissy because even though I had washed up after having sex, he could still smell her on me. That pissed me off even more and I told him, "I never said that I didn't fuck women..." Now I wanted to keep my word and get the fuck out of there. He's sucking on my dick, making all kinds of ugly faces and mutter about how much he hated pussy-flavored dick and all that did was piss me off further: Time to end this!

Since he was already sitting on the bed, I just took a step back to get my dick out of his mouth, then stepped back and pushed him onto his back, got on my knees and started to suck him... as hard and fast as I could manage.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I had met this woman when I was driving a cab for a living; we'd hit it off and we started having sex - a lot of it. Things weren't getting serious between us but even after my car had broken down and I shopped for something I could afford, she'd pick me up after work and we'd spend a large part of our time together fucking then she'd drop me off at home.

One day, she picked me up as usual and, as usual, we fucked all day and into the night; to that end, I'd have to say that she admitted to not being all that experienced at sex... but her enthusiasm was delightful and I liked that she told me, "Any way you can get your cock in me, I'm okay with it!" Time for me to head home, got in her car... dead battery. To make matters "worse," she didn't have a phone; I could have called one of my cab driver buddies to pick me up but I knew given where she lived, the closest pay phone was literally a couple of miles away.

Shit. I could have stayed with her - it wouldn't have been the first time - but I had volunteered to do a double shift, which meant coming in very early and, well, I had to get home - weird moment. Anyway, I decided to hike to the pay phone, get someone to pick me up, no big deal. I said my goodbyes to her and started walking, thinking about being able to fuck such a woman; I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear a car coming and then rolling up alongside me and it startled me when the driver rolled down the window and kinda yelled, "Yo, man - you need a ride?"

It was kinda chilly and while I wasn't fond of accepting rides from strangers, I wasn't that worried about protecting myself so I told him I could use a ride to the pay phone a mile or so down the road. Once in his car, he told me where he was going and I learned that he lived just a few blocks from my place so when he offered to drop me off at his place, I was good with it, figuring - as he did - I could easily get home from there and more so since from where he stopped for me, I was just about five miles from home.[/SIZE][/FONT]

This happened many years ago, when my ex-wife and I were in our first year of dating. We had been dating for about 9 months, and things were getting a little more serious, Michelle wanted marriage, commitment, and I wanted a little time before we took such a serious step. I was very attracted to her, she was about five foot four, 110 lb to 120 lb. She had an athletic body, from years of Dance and Athletics. She looked very serious until she smiled, she would go from looking cold, and untouchable to warm and flirtatious.
She had very nicely shaped medium-sized breasts, and really beautiful large pink nipples that were very very sensitive . I could kiss and caress them all night long. She had a nice sized firm ass, along with nicely shaped hips. She had a beautiful thick bush, that would pop out of her panties. Her pussy was small, very wet, very warm, and very welcoming. I loved her taste and her smell. She used to love me exploring her whole pussy with my tongue, and doing the same with her sweet booty. She was very tight, but I never got the sense I was able to reach the end of her pussy. This drove both of us crazy at times, we tried every position possible but to no avail.


We were out having dinner, and she seemed distracted and nervous. It was hard to engage her in any conversation, she was very serious through most of our meal. She then told me she had somethin to tell me, and that she was very nervous and afraid of how I may react.
She had been friendly with one of my friends Stanley. Stanley was tall, blond decent-looking, with a nice body. He also had a nice size bulge. I never really sensed anything between him and her, they just seem like buds. She confessed that she had been very attracted to him, but mostly kept her distance from him. She then told me that against her better judgement she had visited him at his house. She said he had made a pass at her, he had started kissing her neck, and while kissing her neck he put his hands down her shirt and was caressing her breasts and nipples, and she could feel his hard cock against her ass, she said she could smell her own arousal,, she confessed that she felt his cock through his pants , she said she was taken back by his size. She told me they did this for quite a while
I was shocked,, I felt as I had been kicked in the stomach, but at the same time I felt very aroused, I felt my cock getting rock hard as she told me this, it was one of the most confusing moments of my life. The woman I loved was telling me about getting felt up by one of my friends, and I felt like I was about to cum. She said she knew she had to stop seeing him completely, but went over his house again when he called her. He told her he wanted to taste her and be inside of her, she said she was so turned on that her panties were completely soaked, she said it was like she was in heat, and her pussy ached for him. She said when she got to his door he grabbed her, and brought her right into the bedroom where he tore off her clothes. She said his cock was beautiful, she grabbed it and started sucking it, she said he started to eat her, and they both came in each other's mouths. They then professed their love for each other.
I'm listening to this, and I am in total Heat. I kept asking myself what is wrong with me, again listening to the woman I love tell how my friend came in her mouth, and I'm ready to cum myself. She then told me that she opened up her legs, and he slowly entered her. She said it was a little uncomfortable because he was thicker than what she was used to. She then confessed that she had a very strong vaginal orgasm with him, which left her completely spent, she never had one with me. She told me that she had a very long pussy 7 + inch long, and Stanley had a very long cock, and hit a spot deep inside of her. So now I'm feeling humiliated and more aroused I ever had been in my life. She said she didn't have him use a condom because she wanted to feel his cum deep inside of her. I was wishing I had been there to clean her out after he came in her. She told me that she had been walking around in a sex induced Haze. She said she had become aware that she was in heat, not in love.


She said she knew what she did was completely wrong, and was hoping that I could forgive her. I asked her point-blank how would she be able to deal with not having vaginal orgasms with me, as my five inch cock would never be able to reach the end of her pussy. She adamantly said that she would be glad to give that up if we could be together. I wanted to tell her, I wanted her to keep fucking him, but I didn't have the nerve, and my reaction to all this was really freaking me out. We did stay together for quite a few years, and as far as I know she never cheated again. But I can't tell you how many times I jerked off thinking of that while we were married. When I was inside of her I would think of how it feel for her when he was inside of her. Even though it was sick and wrong I always hoped she would cheat on me again, and have to confess it all over. Little did I know this desire would never go away. I always felt guilty that she wasn't able to enjoy that intense vaginal orgasm, maybe I was being selfish?

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]That guy with the 13"? Yeah... I did measure him because I didn't believe him... and I'll admit to be quite afraid just thinking about it going in my ass. Sucking him was challenging but while he had the length, he didn't have much in the way of girth and even as I sucked him, the thing that occupied my thoughts was that at some point, he's gonna try to get that dick in my ass. I could have said that I changed my mind about being fucked but, in some ways, it was a matter of honor to me; I agreed to be fucked by him because I wanted to be fucked and while seeing the size of his dick when he got it out had me thinking twice about that, I did agree to it.

The difference was that he took great care getting it all in me; it was... uncomfortable but not all that painful and, yeah, one he started fucking me, it was a serious rush to feel all of that dick going in and out of me and doing a number on my prostate. He took his time - he was in no hurry and he even kept saying that he didn't want to hurt me in any way and, honestly, he didn't. I had to admit that when he pushed all of that dick in me and busted, wow - never felt it that deep inside me before! When he pulled out, shit - it felt like it was taking forever for it to get out of me and what surprised me was that I expected to have my hole gaped very wide open and so much I could feel a breeze... and that wasn't the case at all. I was stoked: I took the longest dick I've ever personally seen and survived it and he fucked me damned good with it!

The funny part was when it was his turn to be fucked. My eight inches looked puny next to his dick and I had more girth... and I wish you could have seen and heard him acting like a girl as I eased the head of my dick in his ass... and muttering, "Too big... it's too big..." Really dude? I even laughed when I heard him saying that. He was squirming under me, using his hands to keep me from going deeper in him - it was fucking hilarious to see him acting like this... and I barely had half of my dick in him and I had no intentions on getting anymore of me in him given how he was behaving.

It's not how big the dick is that matters; it's how it used.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]You just gotta know your limits and I've had enough dicks in my ass that I know those limits very well and the bigger the dick, the more I'd rather not have my asshole ripped apart. I've had guys who were ridiculously fat and thick and, honestly, those are the guys who worry me the most and when they've tried to get it in me and my hole has reached its limits, I will tell him to stop... and he had better stop. If he's got some of it in, I will tell him to not even think about trying to get more in me and, thankfully, none of those stupidly thick guys have tried to.

"Just fuck me with whatever you have in me - that'll be fine." I learned not to care a whole lot if all a guy can get inside me is the head of his dick. He might not be... happy about that but this is my asshole and I know what it can handle better than anyone. There was this one guy who wanted to fist me and insisted that if he did, that would be better than any sized dick... and I told him that if he tried it, he was gonna wake up in the emergency room. A couple of fingers? No biggie. Long, fat dick? Okay - just take it easy getting in there. Want to shove your fist in my ass up to your elbow? Not ever gonna happen. There's always been that thin line between pleasure and pain and sometimes the pain can be... delicious but, if it's all the same to you, let's make sure it doesn't get to be that painful because, yeah - I know what that feels like, too, and I don't like it one bit.

Saw a porn clip the other day and a kinda skinny guy was in position to be fucked... and the guy who was sliding between his cheeks even had me saying, "Damn, that's big!" Train wreck time: I sat and watched his guy with a long and stupidly fat dick start shoving that motherfucker in the other guy's ass; the guy taking the dick had his face buried in a pillow and had two hands full of the sheets and mattress as, inch by inch, that big, long, fat dick got shoved into his ass. The guy did the porn thing: He pulled out so the camera could see how widely gaped the skinny guy's hole was and, yeah - an average-sized dick would have gotten lost in that gap. My own butthole twitched in both memory and sympathy for what that guy had to be feeling.

As fascinating as that was to see happening, what got my attention even more was how the guy with the phone pole fully buried in his ass was reacting to having a phone pole up his ass... and his body language said he wasn't having any fun at all. I've had guys like that in my ass, too, and even I've wondered just how in the hell he got all of that in me... but then again, I know why since I know how stretchable an asshole can be.

If something really big can come out of there, something really big can go in there... but the reality is that the dick doesn't have to be all that big or thick to be pleasurable... it's just that a lot of people are of a mind that it has to be or it's not going to feel good. I've had more fun and pleasure having a guy with a mere 5" inches in my ass than I have with someone way bigger being in there... but the reality says that a guy's dick is what it is; it's what he was born with so that's that. Now it's just a matter of whether or not one can find pleasure in being fucked and no matter how big or fat the dick is... and I've heard of and seen guys get their asses ripped and torn so, nah, let's not get into any of that: I don't want or need to be fucked [I]that[/I]​ badly so just get the head in there and cum in me.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I know I've probably hurt a lot of guys' feelings when they'd crow about how big their dick is and my reaction would be more ho-hum than anything else or I'd say that I've had bigger dicks and especially when I've honestly told them, "I'm not impressed..." or "Size means nothing - bigger ain't always better."

In negotiating with guys for some action, jeez, I get so tired of hearing guy apologizing for not having a big dick and thinking that they're gonna be rejected because they don't have to strap their cock to their body somewhere to keep from tripping over it or impeding the way they walk and move. I say that when a guy gets into having sex with men, they will learn a lot of shit that women do and women will tell you that it's not the size of the boat but the motion of the ocean... and they're right about that. I can't even begin to count how many women I've heard losing their minds over really big dicks and, after it was in them, turned right around and said that it hurt them more than it made them feel good.

I've run across many guys with huge cocks and, yeah, okay - that's gonna be challenging to deal with but I know that I can deal with it... because I've had bigger and learned to not try to do more than I'm able to do, whether I'm sucking it or homey is back there trying to squeeze it in my ass - and I will tell a guy quick, fast, and in a hurry to take it easy and, yes: I have handed out quite a few bloody noses and split lips to those guys who felt they didn't have to do as I asked them to.

Sure... it's a matter of both pride and ego to be able to say that you can handle big dicks but as I've said and learned, the size of the dick doesn't really matter... but how its owner uses it always matters. My protege will send me a pic of a guy whose cock is literally down to his knees... and it's soft; he'll ask me, "Can you imagine all of that dick going in your ass?"

And I'll say, "Been there, done that, know what that feels like..." It's not bragging - just a matter of fact and, yeah... that's a seriously interesting feeling to have so much dick in your ass and feeling the other guy's belly against your backside. It feels good and not so much but, yeah - it's in there. I might even be lying there and filled up with that huge cock and find myself wishing he'd hurry up and cum... but he got it in there for me to be thinking like this in the first place and the most important part of this is that once he got hard, I could have said, "Nope - not putting that in my ass..." and sometimes I've said exactly that, not because I don't think I can take it but because I don't wanna be bothered with trying to take it; being fucked is supposed to be pleasurable and not one of those things where too much discomfort has you thinking more about how uncomfortable you than you are thinking about how good it feels to be fucked.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]My protege, who lives out on the West Coast, sent me a pic of a guy who had checked him out on one of his apps and that guy had sent him a dick pic and, yeah, it was pretty big. He had me laughing to myself when he said that he'd have to tell that guy no and that he wasn't getting anywhere near a dick that big. Of course, I know why he said what he did because he still tends to think that if a guy with a big dick sends him a pic, that means the guy wants to fuck him and I have a bit of a time trying to get him to understand that it doesn't always mean that.

I told him that if the guy said that he wanted to put that big dick in his ass, he could handle it just fine and he came back with, "Why would I want to?" I think that for a moment he forgot that the first guy who fucked him had a whopping nine inches of dick and had gotten most of it in his formerly virgin ass. Making it even funnier for me was that just the night before, he was flip-flopping with one of his regulars and while the guy didn't have what I'd call a big dick, it was big enough. I answered his question like this: You'd want to because you'd want him to stick it in you and cum deep inside of you; you're quite a bit macho (he's a former jock-type of guy) so you'd accept the challenge it presents and do it just to prove to yourself that you could take a big dick in your ass and you'd feel like a wimp if you didn't try to take it. I even said that doing so would give him bragging rights so that the next time a guy with a big dick was trying to impress him with it, he could say, "I've had bigger..."

And I told him, "You know you can always tell him to be gentle, right?"

He agreed with me. Of course, he asked me if I would let the owner of that dick fill my ass with it and I said that I would... and that I've had bigger. I reminded him that when you're nine and there's what would be an average-sized adult cock in your face, wow, it looks impossibly big. And when you get to the point where one of those adult-sized dicks can find its way into your ass and without causing any damage, eh, you tend to not be impressed by big dicks at all. Yeah... it might hurt like a motherfucker going in and be uncomfortable after it gets in but it's in there.

I also reminded him that I had a gigantic 13" dick buried in my ass before... so that guy in the pic? No sweat at all and the only real consideration is whether or not the guy with the big dick uses it more like a weapon than the instrument of pleasure its supposed to be... and in my experiences, some guys with really big dicks tend to use them more like weapons and, I guess, because they think that's what they're supposed to and that anyone on the other end of that dick wants to get "brutalized" with it.


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