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[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I would have given this more thought but he was fucking into my mouth with short, fast thrusts; I could feel his cock quivering in my mouth - then felt him swell and so fast that he gasped - then flooded my mouth with his sperm - where was this kid keeping all of this?

He thrashed and moaned as his cock pumped cum into my mouth and I just swallowed and got lost I’m feeling his cock expanding and contracting and feeding me more of his seed. I felt him softening and didn’t want to let go of him... but he had recovered enough to say, “Fuck me... put your big dick in my ass...”

The lube was right there within my reach and I even fucked with him some more by keeping his soft prick in my mouth while I applied lube to both of us and even finger fucked his hole just a bit longer before I reluctantly released him. He turned over on his own, lifting his ass and I wasted no time stabbing him with my hardness. Jesus... he was so tight as I settled onto him and started to fuck him. He started to fuck back against me and I could barely hear him muttering to himself about it feeling so good and to not stop.

As I fucked him, I took a moment to look at my dick buried in his ass;I wanted this to last “forever” but with the way he was ducking back against me, that was Gina happen and I just went with the flow until my cock swelled inside of him and made both of us gasp - then I got swept away as my load was pumped into him.

Ah... so good, so good...[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I looked up at him and could see the wide-eyed look he was giving me and I felt... evil to see my intentions dawning in him and now, with his cock fully hard once more, he saw that - to coin a phrase - resistance was futile and just submitted to my lust for him.

Ah... I wish you could have felt what I was feeling as I worked my mouth on his cock; I wish you could have felt the fever-like heat rolling off of his young body, could smell his muskiness and hear him moaning things not in English. I wish you could have tasted him - so fresh and clean and I thought for a moment - and as I took all of him and held it there - this is why a lot of older guys like these young 20-something kids and probably because they reminded us of when we were that age, so horny and filled with so much cum...

And cum he was close to giving me again. I wasn’t in a hurry to get it; I wanted to really savor having him in my mouth while ignoring my own erection - that would get taken care of in good time. He felt so good in my mouth; I loved the way his body was reacting to what I was doing and when I looked up at him, that look he was giving me meant so much and touched me deeply.

I might have fallen in love with him in that moment...[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]Normally at this point, I’d milk the last dregs of his cum from him then flip him over, spread his cheeks nice and wide after slathering the lube I kept handy on us - then slide my dick into his ass. I’d been impressed at how easily he took to being fucked and never once complained about it hurting and not even the first time I fucked him.

I was still “unhappy” that he couldn’t suck my dick, which I really wanted him to do but he couldn’t and felt it was only fair that I fuck him and he felt that just jerking me off wasn’t good or thanks enough for me sucking him off.

Bit not this time. Instead of releasing him, I kept his cock in my mouth and continued to suck on it even thought he had gotten soft again. I made it a point to stay away from his knob and smiled when he asked, “What... what are you doing?”

I answered his question by taking all of his softness in while fondling his balls; he’s cussing over and over and trying to get away from me but I gently held him in place and continued to suck his dick until, after only a few minutes, I felt him getting hard again.

Oh, to be that young again...[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=2][SIZE=3]I closed my mouth around him, my tongue swiping away the big drop of pre-cum he was already oozing; it tasted fresh and sweet and it combined with his youthful musky scent and fueled my own lust as I worked my mouth on him, easily taking him deep and holding him there and making him moan and squirm. I loved getting him to this point, where he would start to fuck into my mouth and to give him more incentive, I started playing with his balls and took a few moment to suck on them before inserting a finger into his ass and as my finger sank into him, I started counting in my head because we both knew that it wouldn’t take him long before he shot his load into my mouth.

And this time wasn’t any different from the earlier three times that day. I felt his cock swell in my mouth, heard him softly cursing - then came that first huge shot of cum and as I swallowed it, I was once more impressed at how much he could cum. Four huge spurts of cum shot into my mouth and I swallowed all of it but groaning to myself inwardly because for me, he was that kind of guy whose spunk would have me on the toilet with the runs... but that would be a bit later and I was t done with him.[/SIZE][/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I took a moment to wonder what was going on with him since I’d sucked him off three times earlier on and about an hour or so apart but that was then and this was now. I was honestly a bit miffed to be awakened after a very sex-filled day (and on top of everything else I had to do) but I remembered my promise to him and saying that any time he wanted us to have sex, all he had to do was come and let me know.

I made him that promise because, as I mentioned when I first wrote about him, I had to do something to stop him from forcing his little brother to have sex with him - a very bad situation. All of this flashed through my mind as I prepared to once again take his delicious cock in my mouth but this time with a twist.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I was thinking about the youngest lover I’ve ever had, a 20-something lad (and my girlfriend’s son) and how he’d come to me about what to do about always being horny but girls weren’t giving it up. I gave him his first male blow job and we were lovers for about a year or so and, no, his mom didn’t disapprove but said she should have heard it from me instead of from him. Anyway...

He was such a joy to suck and every time he’d come and ask if I could “help him out” - code for wanting us to have sex - it wasn’t all about me being very eager to suck him off and then fill his ass with my dick but, yeah, I’d think about how hard his dick would be and that ongoing fascination about how a man’s dick can so hard and firm yet feel so soft and silky in my hand or mouth.

He was so easy to please and it rarely took me long to get him to fill my mouth with cum - and a lot of it, too; he once felt bad about cumming too soon and like he was doing something wrong and I told him that he wasn’t doing anything wrong but he was doing what I wanted him to do and reminded him that we were doing this because he always needed to cum.

But I kinda understood his dilemma and I knew what to do about it. One night he came to me and woke me up and as I focused my eyes the first thing I noticed was that he was already naked and very, very erect. He said, “I can’t sleep... I need help...”

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I like porn and masturbation. Straight or gay porn. All sorts. Lately my preference has been men walking naked, outdoors, with an erection. I think the eroticism of being outdoors, naked, is what makes it. Outdoor sex with a man would be superb. I have received a few blowjobs in such settings. It is just such a thrill.

I remember particularly one guy who gave me oral sex a few times. He said that he used to get together with his next door neighbour on Saturday mornings, for mutual blowjobs, while their wives were out shopping. Then the other guy moved interstate. All rather sad really.

I would like such a situation though. Not necessarily next door. That might be a bit much to ask. But nearby. I like to go for a walk in the evening. Someone who lives within walking distance would do nicely. :) I really do fancy sucking a nice, hard cock.

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Not like the porn videos! - 40s and finally I get my man. An honest tale.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Except for a couple of fumbles, as a student, with no outcomes to write about, my desire and curiosity for having sex with another guy was latent until recently. Being in my mid forties, I thought I need to act whilst I'm in good shape still. Whilst being a fairly decent proposition now (good to alright body shape, nice cock that functions, hair intact etc), I feel confident to find an attractive (to me at least) a partner . I was fearing if I left it too long I would miss my chance. Problem is, very happily married (yes, I'm sure some eyes are rolling!) but cannot fight my desires. They have been very sporadic over the years - intense urges and week long periods where my sexuality is all I think about. Then goes for a few weeks (after some pretty regular masturbation). Most advice from various sources insisted I had to come clean but that's not an option. I travel with work so considering an escort, or trying to pick up were options that crossed my mind but not ones I had actively pursued.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Recently, a turn of events has occurred. All good in the main, here's my tale.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]A while back, at some work drinks, I got talking to an colleague. Peter is an affable gay guy but one that puts me of the whole idea. Very camp and not my type! However, having had a few drinks, I let go some pretty heavy hints of my desires. He encouraged the conversation and promised secrecy. I even discussed the type of guy I would find attractive and appealing, and I what I would like to do - which amused Peter I think. My ideal sex buddy would be straight acting, masculine, a bit hairy and in ok shape. After the usual lecture about honesty, and my attempts to claim I could keep it separate in my life, he mentioned a friend of a friend who was enjoying a period of no strings fun after a relationship ended. No promises this would ever work, but I passed on my number, quite drunk. I remember fantasizing on the journey home - imaging what could be...[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]A couple of days later, a missed call with a Voicemail. Dieter introduced himself as a friend of Peter's. I actually panicked a bit, then calmed down. It tore at me all day what to do, in the end, after a couple of wines that evening, I called. The cut to the chase, a catch up was planned in Melbourne. I travelled there from Sydney regularly with work with overnight stays. It was a nervous week before my trip but I did manage to keep my lovely 'normal' life separate.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Ok, skip to 'date night' in Melbourne. I was so nervous, I had a few drinks to calm down before heading out. We met at a busy pub, I got there first and texted to let Dieter know I had arrived. Sculled another beer, just before he arrived. I must admit feeling a bit more relaxed. A good sort of exciting and anticipation. I felt good about being brave to at least take this step. Ok, moving on, he arrived, we met and sat near a window on bar stools. I must admit, I don't really eye guys up much - on the train, bus or in the street - only girls. But with Dieter, I did think 'hmm, he's pretty hot!'. 'Butterflies' in my stomach and a immense serge of liberation and freedom were my emotions, along with, to be honest, an semi erection. I couldn't fight the sexual feelings I was having. And as our conversation progressed, we got on really well with a shared love of travel and places we’d been. I managed to insert into a different world and enjoy the moment. The liberation and separation from my 'normal' was working. I was finally chatting up a guy, that I found attractive and hopeful of what was ahead. As the evening progressed, and a few beers flowed, things went well. We evolved to cheeky chat about sex and sexuality. There was some chemistry. The glances, the moment when I'm sure we thinking the same. Then Dieter made a move - a discreet hand on my thigh. From there I didn't hold back, and pretty much suggested we head to his place or my hotel.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Ok - back to his it was, and I'll fast forward a bit.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]I find myself on his couch, and we started kissing. Finally at the age of 45! The relief, I was here! It was so nice, the stubble, our tongues, the smell, his neck. The short hair, no big clumsy breasts in the way, his chest, slightly hairy and muscles. Of came our shirts, and quickly jeans. Being a complete virgin at this I just went with instinct - and rubbed a bit at his cock through his underpants. He paused us and suggested a quick shower to clean up, which we did. Quick with no contact - we took it in turns. To the bedroom, on his bed and into an entwined passion, kissing and hands everywhere. I ventured a bit more, licking his neck, nipples and down. Instinct lead me down, I was encouraged by his erection and a started to give him a blow job but to be honest it was pretty obvious I was new to this. He pulled back a bit and promised there'd be plenty of time for that. I was rushing.[/FONT][/COLOR]
[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Dieter stated to take control. He moved on top and we continued to kiss - the stubble again, I couldn't believe how much French kissing could be so intense. Our cocks rubbing together. Me grabbing his lovely ass. Ah so good. The liberation I felt was indescribable. I felt I could moan, groan, writhe together and be free. The equality of 2 guys together seemed to me, incredible - less about each other’s role, as with my less than exciting, hetro sex life but full freedom. The ultimate expression of masculinity I’ve thought in retrospect.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Dieter popped a pillow under my back. He'd rightly read my mood to want him to fuck me. After all, we had spoken about this at the pub. I felt vulnerable but excited and ready. He asked whether I was sure and ready, to which I of course said yes. I felt nervous in my mind, but sense a relaxed feeling, a willingness around below. He grabbed a condom and lube from the bedside drawer, slipped it on and then - disaster! I came.. As he lined me up and was about to insert, it was too much for me. All over my stomach. I could sense the disappointment and he could sense my anxiety. His previously beautiful erect cock softened. Damn. As I said not like the porn movies in real life![/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]The good thing was that I wanted to stay. I didn't get cold feet, make my excuses. I felt comfortable but embarrassed. We laid back down and reassured me. We pulled each other back close, and kissed again. We soon fell into a groove again and I reached down and firmly but slowly masturbated Dieter. He responded and it felt good to be arousing him. He rubbed my ass and toyed with his fingers around my anus. It felt really nice. After a short while I felt him stiffen and he moved up and around quick, and came on my chest - more like in a porn movie this time! A moment of erotic beauty. He moaned as he came quite hard. I sensed he had enjoyed our sex too. We laid still for a while.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]I did leave shortly after but on good terms. We agreed to meet again the next time I was in town.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]I felt a bit silly and annoyed about not getting to feel Dieter in me. However, still fulfilled and proud of my ability to split out my life. By and large I'm at ease with myself. This is a secret for me that doesn't impact the rest of my life.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]I did meet up with Dieter again and another time since. My second time was so much better. I gave a decent blow job and we've worked out if I cum quickly at first with just foreplay and then we work back slowly up to fucking, it's fantastic. The first time he penetrated me, was surprisingly without much problem. A bit of pain at first but all pleasure. He took me missionary style as we first tried. Firm, not to fast and sensually - lot's of kissing. I came during , with him a few minutes after, removing the condom to get some on my belly! I love that![/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]The third an most recent visit was just last week. The sweet spot of less nerves and some much to explore. I stayed overnight and we must have came 4 or 5 times each! Not much sexual activity unexplored now![/FONT][/COLOR]
[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]I'm sure this relationship won't last, but I've explored something that was eating away at me. Not all the time but in waves every few weeks. I'm going to revert to masturbation soon and revert to like before. But at least I know what I know now without too much damage.[/FONT][/COLOR]

[COLOR=#000000][FONT=&quot]Matt[/FONT][/COLOR]