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  1. Devoid Of Love (Poem)

    The night falls as if slain by the sun,
    cold and alone we are.
    The god for which you sacrifice
    yourself
    Flares once, then dies,
    Devoured by the abyss.
    All hope must sicken and die.

    Your heart beats no more/
    How could you leave me?
    Our dark thoughts surround us, crying,*
    Save us from ourselves.
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  2. Wrists (Poem)

    I slit my wrists to watch them bleed
    as i think of how much you mean to me
    but now you`re gone and i dread
    all these memories in my head.

    I`m glad you can`t hear the voices in
    my head because they tell me to go ahead
    go ahead and slit my wrists
    as i think of our first kiss.

    Everyone knows but they can`t tell*
    just how much this feels like hell.
    They knwo i love, i know you don`t*
    and i`ll still love you when she won`t.

    All this pain was caused by you.
    The love we had you said was true...
    Then one day you took it away
    was there anything i could say?
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  3. First pictures

    by , Feb 22, 2014 at 8:57 PM (My circumcision at 44 years old)
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  4. Help needed for a survey

    SURVEY ON ONLINE DATING WEBSITES
    Dear Sir / Madam
    The purpose of this research, which takes place in the dissertation context, is the study of consumer behavior in the field of online dating websites and adult social communities.
    What we ask from you is to join our research effort in answering this questionnaire, bearing in mind your experience and your prefferences.
    For our part, we explicitly declare that, as imposed by the research ethics, all your answers are strictly confidential as are used for purely scientific purposes and the data will be used only for pooled results.
    Thank you in advance for your valuable contribution to our effort.

    [url]https://docs.google.com/forms/d/1hqduovEXtFUBc-E33Cbioxe2B57tSS0eUPxTTnN7U_w/viewform[/url]

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  5. Help!?!

    Okay so hears the deal, I have a been into girls forever but recently I became very attracted to my best friend in college I met this year. He's an athlete and super attractive. I have a gf and he has an on/off relationship, but idk if he's into me too. Here's some things, hoping you guys give tell me what you think. We talk about all of our sexual experiences (straight) but VERY detailed. Talked about how we would now what each other would want for bjs, he always ask me to stay the night in his room, but I sleep in the other bed. A while back stayed in my room and in the morning he came and laid with me, even when I rejected and we talked for like 2 hrs. He tells me he's shaved his pubes and how big his dick is. Plus we do everything together, so idk if I am overthinking his but I would sure love to fool around with him. Last night he got drunk and he said he loved me and kissed me on top of the head lol but other times he fucks off and calls really flamboyant people gay sooo idk.. Any thoughts? Plus work out together and always talk about how huge we wanna get
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  6. self suck

    Ever sucked yourself?
    I used to do it in my young days and I long for them.
    I loved it when my cock head would swell in my mouth just before I blew my load!
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  7. newbie

    Just saying hi. Need some advice from those who have been there.
    I found shemale porn many years ago. Sulka is still one of my favorites! I have had the urge to act out my fantasies. Am mostly straight, but would love to suck cock.
    2 years ago my wife said she thinks I am bisexual. What was her clue? Was it when I told her I would love to suck a big cock and bare balls and have it squirt hot, gooey, delicious sperm in my mouth? Or the fact that when we get naked I fuck my asshole with an oversized rubber cock? Or that I like to eat my sperm? LOL!
    I have questions. We all know there are viral risks. I do not want to suck cock with a rubber on it. If I wanted to taste rubber, I would suck my dildo. I want to taste skin and sperm. How safe?
    Also, I have a naturally hairless body and some breast development. What can I do to make my tits bigger?
    Thanks!
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  8. Kinsey Scale

    [SIZE=3][FONT=Batang]So I took the silly little internet quiz on “how gay are you?” and it piqued my interest. A little research led me to the Kinsey scale which I have heard of before but never really given much thought to.Yes, I agree with it (and the silly little internet quiz) that we all fall along a continuum in human sexuality and that where ever we fall can change over time. I noted in my research that there is really no“test” per se of any scientific validity for determining where one falls but actually it is up to the individual to determine where they belong on the scale.[/FONT][/SIZE]
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    [FONT=Batang][SIZE=3]So I place myself on the Kinsey scale of zero to six (zero being completely heterosexual and sloping upward numerically to six being completely homosexual) at, roughly, a 1.5 to perhaps 2. No, change that. In all honesty a solid 2 which reads:[/SIZE] “[COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Predominantly heterosexual, but more than incidentally homosexual.” [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]That would be closer to the truth.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


    [FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]The term bisexual, as defined to me everywhere I have read on [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the subject[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3],is to mean “sexual and/or romantic attraction to the same sex.”To me, it is like comparing apples to oranges. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]B[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]oth [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]similar [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]but...still different. For example: if I am in the mall I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3][B]do [/B][/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]checkout the female [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]tits,curves, and [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]asses [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]that have [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]any [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]value in being checked out [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and imagine being with them in not only a sexual manner but a romantic one as well[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].The [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]dude[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]s I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]all [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]pretty much ignore [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]with disinterest [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]as if they were furniture [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]or light fixtures[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].But having said that, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in the right environment, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the sight of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]an erect penis gives me an erect penis too. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I own [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I have [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]physical [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]sexual attraction to [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]my same sex [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]but not in the slightest [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ever [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]a romantic [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]or emotional [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]one[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]([/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]at least not [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]yet,anyway)[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I have no desires for any candle light dinner under a full moon with any guy.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


    [FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Also important to note the “right environment” [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]qualifier [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]too: [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]It's [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]really [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the main [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]factor.[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]n a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]public [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]men's r[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]estr[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]oom,nothing, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]nada,zilch[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].In a gym locker room and [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]communal [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]shower,nothing, [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]nada,zilch[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].The men remain furniture [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and light fixtures [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in those [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]nonsexual [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]context[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]It wouldn’t be that way with women [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3](at least [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I don’t think [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]so [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]b[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ut [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]then [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I wouldn’t really know as [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I've [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]never [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]had the opportunity to be [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in a female occupied [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]public restroom or gym locker room and communal shower [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]either[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3])[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]There is a wall in my mind with a door that only certain keys [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]turned a certain [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]precise [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]way will [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]open. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Puzzling.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


    [FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]A big part of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]myself classification as [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]being a 2 is personal history: m[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]y very first sexual encounter was a homosexual one when I was about [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]15[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].It started simply enough with a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]neighbor boy [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]my age [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in, what I understand, the usual way [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]these things happen[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]:looking at dirty magazines [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]followed by [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]a little [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]experimentation.Just a little mutual [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]touching [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]and feeling [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]at first that eventually lead [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]over time [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]to further activities [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]when we [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]had the chance[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]...but let the record show NO KISSING [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ever happened [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]because that would [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]have [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]be[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]en [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]queer! Funny now to see the line [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]in the sand [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I drew [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]on that. [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]had no problem with [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]putting my mouth [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]around [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]the head of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]his [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]dick but not [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]to his lips[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]![/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Part of t[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]hat wall in my head [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]back then[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3],[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I suppose[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]Crazy [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I know [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]but then I was just a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]confused,[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]horny [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]teenager [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]trying to figure things out[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3].[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


    [FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]S[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]ince that time things have been figured out. It's just a [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]little [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]itch I have, that's all. I hold the scratching [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]of it [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]to a minimum. I [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]figured out and realized the ridiculousness of [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]that kissing taboo thing too.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


    [FONT=Batang][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]So [/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]there you have it.[/SIZE][/COLOR][COLOR=#000000][SIZE=3]I tally myself in at a 2. You may see it otherwise.[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]
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