I got a phone call from the cousin who I'd had sex with while enduring his crazy "master and slave" game. It was good to hear from him since I hadn't talked to him since I'd last seen him at my mother's funeral. We're catching up with the usual "how are you and your family doing" stuff when he said, "Uh, cuz, there's something I need to tell you." I'm thinking, "Uh-oh..." but what I said was, "Okay - what's on your mind, cuz?" "Do you, uh, remember that game we used to play when we were kids?" he asked - and the way he asked told me exactly what game he was talking about. "Of course I do; what about it?" I asked. "Well, I wanted to apologize for maybe traumatizing you by always, um, wanting to have sex with you," he said. "I've been meaning to talk to you about this, man, for a long time now and, well, we need to talk about it." And I was laughing before I realized I was laughing. I quickly got it together because I also sensed that this was a very serious conversation. "You mean to tell me that it took you over fifty years to finally say something about it?" I asked. "No apology is necessary; I wasn't traumatized by anything and if something did bother me, it was the game itself but I just took it in stride. I'm not gonna speak for you but I had fun having sex with you and you seemed to have fun as well. I was sad that last time we did it and you said it would be the last time but I was okay with it." "I said that because I thought that you might have really been bothered by it," he said. Oh, this was getting really interesting because I was sure that he called it all off because he was being bothered by it. "Nope - wasn't even bothered by any of it," I said. "It was sex but it was something that made us closer. Any time you brought up me spending the weekend with you, I was doubly thrilled because, for one, I loved hanging out with you and I knew that, at some point, we were going to play your game and have even more fun doing each other damned near all night long." "I felt the same way," he said. "Man, we were crazy back then, weren't we?" "Yeah, if you consider that we'd be playing the game with your mom in the back bedroom and our grandparents in the front bedroom and, yeah, how many times did we almost get caught?" I asked with a laugh. "It takes a load off of my mind to know that, um, my actions didn't traumatize you," he said. "But you never said anything else about it after that last time - do you remember why?" "I do; for one, I figured that at some point, it was going to stop and I was okay about it but now I understand that we were like those two ships passing in the night; I wanted to talk to you and tell you how it all made me feel about you but if you had ended it because you were feeling too weird about it, well, I didn't want to upset you." There was a long silence between us and my mind replayed the whole sexual thing between us. We were already close; if you saw one of us, you knew the other wouldn't be far behind and so many people thought we were brothers and didn't believe that we were first cousins. He's an only child and I had a brother that only got along with me when we were having sex and, over the years I had to think about all of that, I wasn't surprised that he was the one who initiated the sex between us... by inventing his game. Today, I still get that look on my face thinking about how silly it was but I understand why he came up with it: It was the easiest way he could think of for us to do something he very much wanted to do. I was remembering that we'd start out with the game and with him in the role of the slave but at a point, we'd leave the game behind and revel in sucking and fucking each other which just deepened the bond that already existed between us. I was just surprised that after all this time, he finally decided to say something about it all.
When i was 7 my mom's boyfriend would take naps with me while my mother was at work. He would touch my penis and rub my ass while he played with himself. Then he started giving me blowjobs. After awhile he started rubbing his cock between my legs and ass then cum on my back. After about 2 weeks we were in the 69 position and his cock was in my face so I started licking it and then put it in my mouth. He was big, 8" and would try to put it all in. I tasted this sweet wetness on his cock and asked him what that was and he said it was his love juice - later learned it was p. I would always avoid he cumming in my mouth. One night while we were 69ing I was cumming and I wanted to try his cum in my mouth. I got ready for it and then he paused and his cock began pulsating and pump his cum in my mouth, it was a lot and I really did not swallow it but got a taste. A few hours later I wanted to swallow it and did! I love it and was hooked after that. When I was 9 he started fucking me but would always cum in my mouth. I got really good at deep throating too. This went on just about everyday (sometimes twice or more a day) unit I was 17. Then I only dated girls but missed sucking cock and eating cum. Then I met a trans that was amazing, she was a vers top with a very nice cock and huge cummer. We took a lot of pics and made some great vids:-) lots of fun! I met a bi couple and had a blast!
Well according to my wife her sex drive is starting to increase after a few medical changes and I am hoping this leads to some new things as well. As I have discussed here before I am trying to get her to allow me to have a BF so I can experience some new things in life. We will see where this leads us, if anywhere but I am hopeful.
[ATTACH=CONFIG]59703[/ATTACH] Was with a lady who was shy and had a chance to explore ourselves and try new things. After reading erotica with her found she was turned on by the stories. So we roleplayed and it really was fun. That changed when she wanted me to try her toys and have me imagine a guy sucking me. Then changed to having a guy dick me 🤔. In the end, she got me to try a 3 some and sucked my first cock. I watched him fuck my face and thought I have a throbbing cock in my mouth. And took awhile before I sucked it like she sucked mine before. he shot my mouth, and as he quivered she moaned baby drink it!!! Might as well, I'm already sucking cock and this may be the only time I'm doing this. She got turned on so, she came at first touch of her clit and fingering. He asked if I could fuck him, I tried but I wasn't turned on by it. So she suggested he fuck me since I was nervous... And as she kissed me, he sucked me off and I grew hard again 😧 So she fed me her nipples, and before you know it he was between my legs. Raised and slowly sliding in me he worked his throbbing cock in my hole. I looked up and she was whispering relax and let him in... What she didn't know was I was throbbing from him going in deep. I literally got hard from him fucking me!!! I was in shock as she turned to watch him fuck me and seen I was rock hard!!!! She was like babe??? He made you hard? His cock got you hard? And I was like I don't what happened? But he kept going and I guess he got my Gspot(prostate) and I came hard, shooting a large load 😍 She was you like it? Didn't know what I felt or if I liked it. But a guy fucking me made me cum hard. Fastfoward-now I'm thinking about it, and I find myself growing hard from gayporn or guys masturbating. I'm thinking I WANT THAT COCK! I WANT TO BE FUCKED AGAIN, REGULARLY! I've even tried a dildo to see if I really want it. And couldn't stop myself till I came hard again!!! BUT I still love women just as much.... OMG yes I'm Bi 💯 Now I want to find a real FWBs Bi/gay guy..❤️
If there was one piece of good advice to give a guy about being bisexual, it's to not overthink it. I know that, in the beginning, things can be very damned confusing and it's not easy to make sense of these new thoughts and feelings. I understand the things that are of concern, and one would be right to be concerned about them but one of the things I've pretty much always seen is guys overthinking this and, worse, always assuming that the worst is going to happen to them. Being a bisexual will be hard if you make it hard for yourself. It's easy to point to the social nonsense and it's easy to get unnerved when the disease card hits the table and I've seen too many men lose their shit overthinking things that, on the one hand, they should be aware of but, on the other hand, get so fearful about it that they can't see that many of the things they overthink can be minimized, mitigated, and made to be a non-issue and as easy as using condoms as well as being smart about who gets to get you into bed. It's not about preferences so much and this, too, is something I see a lot of guys overthinking and to the point where they make it almost impossible for them to get the dick they say they want and very much so. If you set the bar too high, no one will be able to reach it and that's rather counterproductive and self-defeating. We live in a time where instant gratification is running things and I get it - you want what you want and the way you want it but, again, I've seen guys overthink this so much that they've yet to get what they want and telling them to simplify things - make it easier for you to do what you want to do - well, sometimes, that doesn't go over well with them. My protege likes to ask me how I managed to get so much dick in my life and there are two answers: One, I don't overthink it and, two, I make and keep it both easy and simple. I point to my three requirements: Be of legal age to consent to sex, be healthy enough to have sex, and don't be my idea of an asshole. If a guy can meet these requirements, everything else is gravy. My protege also thinks it strange that I don't have any preferences but I've seen them make sure that a guy looking for dick stands a good chance of not getting any and if I've learned nothing about being bisexual, it's that learning from the mistakes others make is better than me finding out the hard way. And, believe me, I've "screwed the pooch" enough times in my life to have learned some lessons about getting some dick and the biggest one, again, is to not overthink it and the other is to make it easy to get some. Otherwise, methinks a guy will be spending a lot of time being disgruntled over not being able to get some dick. My protege overthinks it and I have no problem calling him out for doing this. LIke, he doesn't believe that I don't have a type and I tell him that because he does have a type - and he spends a lot of time overthinking this - he winds up missing out on a lot of sex because he's more concerned with who when he should be thinking about what. But a lot of guys do this. After five years of mentoring him, he still gets weird about bottoming... because he overthinks it and to the point where he doesn't always allow himself to enjoy the pleasure that's there when he does, in fact, get fucked. He overthinks the age thing and more so when there are a lot of hot 20-somethings who are begging for his dick but because he overthinks this - and very much not in a good but typical way - he misses out on sex - and sex that I tell him that, sure - I'd go bone the youngster because, well, why not? But I don't overthink this and it's been difficult to get him to stop overthinking things. It's okay to be careful in things but when you spend more time worrying about what can go wrong, yeah - you're overthinking it. If you're sitting around and "blaming everyone else" for you not being able to get the dick you want, you're not only overthinking things but you're blaming the wrong person: That would be you. I would never tell a married guy to just go ahead and cheat on his wife but I know that a lot of married guys do and it's not an easy decision for them to make but those who do? They don't overthink it. They know the consequences of their actions but knowing this doesn't keep them sitting on the bench and bemoaning the fact that they can't get into the game and like other married guys are. Such a thing requires a lot of thought but, yep, I've seen guys overthink this and to the point where they are very fearful that if they do it, the worst possible situations ARE going to happen. It's not that they don't - they do - but if you, again, spend a lot of time thinking about the worst that can happen, you're overthinking it because your intelligence should be telling you how to best avoid the worst-case scenarios and not giving you nightmares about them. Just don't overthink this. It's easier said than done but know that a lot of men don't overthink it - and they're getting more dick than they know what to do with.
I feel that I am bisexual because when I think of being with a woman I get quite wet, even at the thought of having my first sexual experience on this lifestyle with a lesbian gets me wet too. I am nervous and shy but would love to have experiences with another woman even if it is only on a friendly basis, does anyone have these feelings of being aroused having sexual fantasy with a lesbian even though you're bi?
So im totaly straight married 36 years old ..during covid lockdown i out of no where started geting aroused once gyms re opened seeing my gym buddys cock id never even noticed before ...to me he seemed to be ecposing himslf onpurpose..to show off as it is a great looking cock he is miced race and we been freinds since high school So i started watching male on male porn after are gym sessions especially white guy sucks black cock n now realised its a commen fantasy. Last week i nearly reached out and grabed his thicl cock ...im sure im not gay but i no i want to suck his dick.....
A lot of us get introduced to dick at a young age and at ages where the general consensus and mindset says that we shouldn't know a damned thing about sex and shouldn't learn about it until we're adults. The reality is, as always, very damned different. We get into it with guys who may or may not be a friend... but they could be a relative, too, and, yeah, it could be someone who is already old enough "to know better." It happens. It has always happened. It will keep on happening and is probably happening right this very moment. I understand morals and the sensibilities it instills in us and how these things would prefer that we not be aware of the reality and that if we are, be 100% against it. Except, it's the way so many of us not only learned about sex but put us on the path of being bisexual. The truth in this can be ugly as all get out. The man who paid me to suck his dick shouldn't have. I should have run screaming to my parents and telling them what he said and what he wanted me to do. None of that happened. I would later learn that stuff like this, while highly immoral and even illegal, happens and it's not always the horribly bad thing everyone says it is. If we are to better be able to understand male bisexuality, we have to be able to understand all of it and that includes how each and everyone of us got turned on to dick and if we can learn to look at and talk about these things without being disturbed or otherwise disgusted, it can add to our ability to understand this. I get it: As adult males, we wouldn't do a lot of the shit that those of us who got started did and experienced. That makes perfectly good sense but the "mistake" we make is applying adult thinking to a situation where someone wasn't an adult or vilifying "Uncle Fred" for what he did and in that "if that was me, I wouldn't have done it!" frame of thinking. Of course you wouldn't have... but "Uncle Fred" did and the guy he introduced to dick either got through it in grand fashion - he got hooked on it - or, yeah, things went sideways for him. We come here and talk about our first time getting dick with someone and, most of the time, it can actually help a guy who may have been having "issues" with how he got turned on to dick but because he can talk about it - and with guys who, ideally, should understand, it dispels that "all alone" feeling that can make a guy feel some kind of way because now he knows that he wasn't the only one who got some dick in some way when he was much younger. The adult version of myself looks back to the day I got introduced to dick and I do think, "Yeah, that wasn't cool..." - but I understand it. I accept the reality of it even though it's totally against what we believe to be right and proper. I wouldn't do that but what I wouldn't do now doesn't have anything to do with what he did way back then and I understand that, too. I understand brothers having sex with each other as well as those horny-assed cousins it seems that everyone has. Even though I do not ever agree with adults having sex with youngsters, I understand it and it's not always a matter of being a pedophile and like we all want and are made to believe because even I know a lot of guys who have seen dad's prick... and they want it. Hell, I know some guys who wanted daddy's dick not because of lust but because of love. As adults, yeah - that's some heinous shit and dad should have known better... and he did... but. And it's the "but" we can get all fucked up over and even understandably so... but human nature has always trumped moral behaviors. Always. And this, too, is what we can learn and try to understand and shaming some guy because he was very much into whatever sex he was having with any guy, well, maybe we should learn not to do that and not be all that disturbed over something that happened and it's done and over with and there's nothing that can be done to change what happened way back then. It's okay to say, "I wouldn't do that..." or to say that in your youth, you wouldn't have done anything like this. I understand that but if you're giving a member "da bizness" over how he became bisexual - and because of your own sensibilities both then and now - how do you think you're making that guy feel? You don't have to agree with it but you also don't have to kick him in the balls over it, either. Don't be disturbed by how some of us got to be bi and lovers of dick. Learn from it. Understand the very human thing that is going on that, again, just defies moral righteousness... and I understand that, too, and because I do, how guys get introduced to dick doesn't bother me even when I know that they shouldn't have gotten introduced in the way they did... and it means nothing because they did get introduced. I understand and accept the reality involved. We all should and, as such, we should support each other and no matter how we got to liking men and dicks. And, yeah, sometimes, we don't... and that's the fucked up part as far as I'm concerned.
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