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[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]Yep. That was me. Once I'd been bitten by the sex bug and had my first experience with pussy, I was off and running to do that weird, scary, but wonderful thing again and with any girl who'd let me. Then I learned about dick and that was the cherry on top and I was out of control and, today, embarrassingly so.

If someone wanted to have sex with me, they could and I wouldn't put up a fuss about it. Boys. Girls. The occasional adult. Didn't matter. We couldn't do it fast enough to make me happy. Sucking cock. Wallowing in the headiness of eating pussy. Being sucked. Being fucked. You wanna do it? Okay! Where? Right now?

Did being "a whore" about it bother me? Yes... and no... and mostly no. While some kids dove in but would shy away from it, well, I wasn't that kid even when, sometimes, the sex wasn't a whole lot of fun but since it mostly was, that pretty much erased the things that weren't so much fun. The other thing was that since I was a very intelligent child, I was also learning a lot about what sex really was so being willing and able to experience all kinds of sex was not only fun but I was learning a whole lot of stuff about it and especially why grown ups were all funny about it. Later, of course, I'd understand completely why they were the way they were about it but until that happened, it was full steam ahead and damn the torpedos.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]What, ya thinking about age or other shit like that? Why? I mean, aren't you old enough to have sex? Works for me. Our skin ain't the same color? Our body types different? Why should that matter when, to be real about it, we both have dicks and I know, even if you don't somehow believe it, that any dick can be sucked. Any dick.

And ya still don't have to be "good" at it - you still gotta want to do it, have the desire to do it, be willing to do the best you can and accept the best the other guy can do. What's that you say? You're a submissive cock sucking bottom and you think your job is to suck and not be sucked? Okay... but what can I say to you that could change your mind about that because I'm kinda old school in that if you suck my dick, my honor says I can do no less than to suck yours that and I don't believe in asking a guy to do something that I wouldn't do.

It's dishonorable. And, to be honest, the only thing that will make me not suck your dick is your strict and inflexible unwillingness to suck mine. That's the only real deal breaker for me and, to be honest, I don't like being that way but, shit, I have no choice. Cock sucking should be a mutual pleasure and not just for one person's pleasure or benefit.

It's an honor thing. Give as good as you get. Doesn't get any simpler than that. Yet too many of us make it harder to enjoy a simple and even basic pleasure we can share.

Ya don't have to be good at it. You just gotta want to do it... because I sure as hell want to do it to you.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]If there's something I prefer, it's that we make it easier to suck each other's dick rather than making it harder to do. The only thing that should matter is that we want to suck each other's dick and entice each other to cum.

What's so hard about that? We ain't gotta be "into each other" - we just gotta like each other enough to want to do this delightful thing. And if we decide that, hmm, we should do this more often, that's fine, too... as long as we continue to make it easy for us to suck each other's dick.

And you have the desire to suck and be sucked. Whether either of us are "good" at it or not doesn't matter because if we spend enough time sucking each other, we will eventually make it good for each other - I'm game if you are. I'm a cock sucker and one who also loves to be sucked. And if, by chance, that doesn't work for you, well, why doesn't it? Don't get me wrong - I love guys who just love to suck dick... but so do I and, well, er, um, you have a dick, too, that can be sucked... and I wanna suck it unless, it really is unhealthy.

You don't have to be good at it. You just gotta want to do it.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]Now, if you're really that worried about being good at it, lemme tell you something about that. Practice. Suck any dick that's willing to be sucked and work at being the best you can be at it and if the other guy thinks you're lousy at it, well, that's what he thinks and he probably doesn't - or can't - appreciate the fact that you did your level best to please him and, well, ya just can't please everyone every time.

I don't... and I don't worry about it and do you wanna know why? Because that dick got sucked. Period. That and I'm even weirder because I don't suck cock just to make the other guy happy - I do it because it makes me happy and, frankly, if he's happy that I did it, fine, but if he isn't, okay - I still made myself happy sucking his dick. Yeah, even I want to be seen as being good at it - and I think I am - but at the end of the day, did I suck that dick? Yep. Did he cum? Mostly likely he did. Was it a little or a lot? Who cares? He came. That was the whole point of doing it.

Did he make me cum? He sure did! Did I not cum? Eh, it happens and that's probably more "my fault" than yours. I still appreciate it anyway and simply because you could have decided not to suck my dick at all.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]Does a guy have to be a master cock sucker to suck my dick? No. He just has to want to suck my dick and as long as my dick ain't being... damaged, I'm good with it. Give me your best effort and I assure you that I'm going to give you my best effort as well. I don't give a flying fuck how big your dick is or how big it ain't - do you want your dick sucked? You do? Well, let me at it and let's see what I can do with it. What's that you say? You don't think you can cum like that? Okay, not a problem... as long as you don't have a problem with me trying to get you to do it because if I'm nothing else, I am both patient and persistent and I'm not going to stop trying to get you to cum until you tell me to stop trying.

What's that you say? You don't want me to suck your cock because it'll make you cum too fast? Um, okay, but you do understand that the reason why I'm sucking your cock is because I want you to cum, don't you? And if that happens quickly, okay - didn't you just do what I wanted you to do? I think you did and because you did, I'm quite happy about that... and you should be, too. Besides, if we have the time, I can always do it again since I know some guys last longer the second time around...

We've sucked each other off and now you gotta leave? Okay. Not gonna be upset about that even if I wanna go again... because I know how some guys are after they bust a nut and because I do understand what's going on with this, I'm not bothered by it... and more so since, um, I just got finished sucking your dick, didn't I?[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]And I'll ask them, "Um, did I not just suck your dick? And don't we both know that you came?" And they'll agree and make me ask them, "Why would you think I didn't have fun doing it?"

Because they believe that having a "small cock" means it can't be fun to suck them.

I'm "weird" because none of that shit means... shit to me. The only thing that does matter is do you wanna do this? You do? Then let's do it! Doesn't matter how "good" you are at it as long as you have the desire to do the best you can and, by the way, if by chance I don't cum, please don't take it as a bad reflection on you - it happens sometimes and if I'm not worried about it - and I'm not - then there's no need for you to worry about it.

I still enjoyed you sucking on my dick and giving it your best effort. Can't deep throat me? That's okay - most people can't and I don't expect them to. Just do your best because you can bet anything you want to that I'm going to do the best I can when I get your cock in my mouth.

It makes no sense not to. Don't want me to cum in your mouth? Okay, I won't - I understand that acquiring the taste is something not everyone can acquire. I'll let you know when I'm gonna cum so you can stop. Huh? You don't think I'm gonna like the way your cum tastes? Let me be the judge of that and, yeah, if it tastes bad, might tell you... and I might not because all I care about is did you cum? You did? Yeah, I know you did... because I can taste and feel it in my mouth and whether I swallow it or not has no bad reflection on you since, um, sometimes, I don't swallow because I don't feel like it.[/SIZE][/FONT]

[FONT=verdana][SIZE=3]I'm one of those "weird" guys in that I don't concern myself over whether or not someone is "good" at sucking my dick. I'm just very appreciative of anyone who will suck my dick and whether I cum or not. I've always run into guys who wanna get into some cock sucking... but then launch into a spiel about they don't think they're good enough at it or their dick ain't big enough for someone to want to blow them... and it makes me ask them, "What difference does any of that make?"

And it confuses them because they think it does make a difference. I'll ask them, "Are you willing to do the best you can?" and if they are, well, isn't that all that really matters? What... because you don't have a dick hanging down to your ankles you somehow believe that your dick ain't worth sucking? What gave you that idea and why do you believe it?

I've had guys who think like this suck my dick, make me cum, and then get all weird about whether or not I liked it. I've said, "Did you make me cum and did you hear me complaining about anything?" And they've said that, yes, I did cum and, no, I wasn't complaining.

"Well, would you say that you were, in fact, good enough?" I'd ask - and you should see the look on their face. Likewise, a guy with a "small cock" will get his dick sucked by me, bust a nut... then start bugging over whether or not I had fun doing it.[/SIZE][/FONT]

Even today, I'm still in the closet about my bisexuality. However, that doesn't mean no one ever figured it out. I used to live in a 4-person shared house, and I never brought a guy to the house, only a few girls I was dating. The one time I was dating a guy, he lived quite a ways away. He stopped by the place for a surprise visit when no one else was home, but I knew my roommates would eventually be coming home, so, I took him back to his car. It was pretty dark out, so I gave him a blowjob until he came in my mouth. It didn't take any longer than 10 minutes or so, but he was happy. He drove back home, and I went back inside.

One of my roommates was home already, and he was sitting on the sofa watching TV. I said a quick hello, and was going upstairs to my room, when he said, "Dude, that must have been one fucking awesome blowjob."

I kind of froze, but I was blushing like crazy all of a sudden. All I said was, "What?"

He said, "I saw you going into that car with that guy while walking home. That was like, 5 minutes ago? Shit, I could use a blowjob like that right about now."

I told him I didn't know what he was talking about, and went to my room. I was a little worried, because I didn't want anyone to know I was bisexual. A few moments later, my roommate knocked on the door, asking to come in. I opened the door.

"Look," he said, "I won't tell anyone... I just want a blowjob. I'm horny as fuck. Btw, you still have some cum on your face."

I swept my hand on my face, and found the cum he was talking about. "Okay," I said, and let him come inside the room. Once the door closed behind him, he put his hands on my shoulders and gently pushed me onto my knees. I unbuckled his belt, unbuttoned and unzipped his pants, and pulled down his clothes. He was super hung. Like, 8 inches, and girthy.

He said, "No girl has ever deepthroated me, but I want you to try."

So, I did. He didn't last 5 minutes... which was great, because his cock was too huge, and it hurt my throat. He came all over my face, hair, and neck. He then hit his cock on my mouth, so I opened my mouth and sucked him some more.

"God," he said, "You fucking rock at that. Be my little bitch on the side, and you can have more of that."

So, for about six months, we were roommates, and I'd see him bringing girls over, and I'd be doing the same, but almost every day we were both home, he'd come to my room, or I'd go to his, and suck his cock. We never did anything else. He was the first guy with a huge cock, and I spent plenty of days learning to deepthroat his massive cock.

When he found a girl to go steady with, his girl would go home, and he'd stop by my room and pull his dick out. Sometimes, I'd get a taste of his girlfriend's pussy. It was weird, but I always gave him a blowjob whenever he wanted one. He kept saying he wished his girlfriend could suck his cock like I could, and that she never wants to swallow his cum, or have him give her a facial. So, he always came in my mouth, or on my face.

When he moved out to move in with his girlfriend, it was the last time we saw each other. Neither of us wanted anyone else knowing.